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| 09:17am 09/12/2005 |
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mood:  sleepy music: alone lasgo.
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school is over next week [friday] and i dont go back untill january 23rd and i can't be more excited =)
work has been really busy. i have worked like everyday for the past 2 weeks, its crazy but its good.
jaxs is comming home on wendnesday for her winter break and im so excited =) i havent seen her in like 3 weeks haha were such losers but i love it =) her birthday is next saturday - so that should be fun.
so me and jessica and jax are going to be hitting up florida mid-june and im so excited. me + jess + jax + florida = one great vacation. so i cant wait for thatt trip =)
i guess thats just about it. everything is actully alrite.
oh no wait except i absolutly can not wait until the summer i HATE the winter. haha. |
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| 01:37am 09/09/2005 |
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mood:  sore music: the used - i caught fireee
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summer is offically over =( - that makes me the saddest girl ever, but actully this summer was the best ever. theres not one complaint, it was amazingg <33.
so i started classes on tuesday. college isn' too bad. i actully kinda like it. i mean i'll defintly like it a whole lot more when i go away next year or in 2 years. i can't wait - im actully kinda excited. i really wanna go to stockton so im hoping that works out good or maybe floridaa =).
i actully dont even have a bad schedule: monday - 10:10 to 3:20, tuesday - 10:10 to 1:50, wendesday - 11:00 to 3:20, thursday - 12:30 to 1:50, and friday 11:00 to 12:20. but school bores me alot so i cant wait till the semester is over =)
so last weekend was a blast. it was a great last weekend before school started. jax came home!! i was very excited about that. i kno shes only in staten island but i really miss her alott!! i cant wait till i get a weekend off work and i get to go see her =)
floridaa was so much fun. me and jess had sooo much fun. pleasuree island - here we come to get laidd. hahaha. we took a picture with chip and dale hahah. and goff hahaha lmfao "goof whats up my homedogg? peace out goof" " me and gof were like this" haha i love jess. good times good timess.
alrite well im gunna go eat lunch and do my gayy homework before i got work tonight at 5:45. then partyyyy!! <33 |
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| 12:58pm 15/08/2005 |
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mood:  stressed music: full houseee
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tomorrow morning i am leaving to go to hersey park..i will be back on wednesday. im actully not too excited. i kinda just wanna stay home and spend the last days of my summer before it's over =(
so yeah florida on august 28th im sooo excited, i seriously can't wait, me and my best friend and florida mann im soo exciteddd =) i love jesss forever <33333333
tonight after work (death) i hung out with jaxxx!! she came home from south carolina and im glad because i missed her so friggenn muchh <33 she bought me a beach towel and its sexxxxy <33 mm i love herrr.
i've been having so much fun this summer..it might be the best by far and i dont want it to end =(. well i have at least 3 weeks left and i can't wait to just have funn...i love summer it should be summer all year round =)
this week sucked and im so glad thats its over. work suckkkedd so much..i had 7 parties and i made 20 dollars in tipss..yeah and if you work with me you kno how it goes, thats the worse everr. im getting a raise next week tho, i talked to lugi and im glad he said yes i need it.
my heads in such a mess right now. i wish some much wasn't going on all at once. i don't kno what i wanna do with anything anymore im just in such a blahh i dont even kno how to explain it =( |
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| 11:27am 09/07/2005 |
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mood:  disappointed music: taking back sunday
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i dont think im supose to think about you when i kiss him.
i miss you =/
ijustcantsaygoodbye.whydoesthishavetobesohard? <3 |
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| 10:08am 12/06/2005 |
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mood:  contemplative music: whose line is it anyway.
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random entry.
so prom was on friday, it was so much fun. i haven't had that mcuh fun in a while it was great. nothing went wrong except one little thing i saw and didn't like but im over it now i guess =/ so it's all good. after prom i got pretty drunk and i would have to say i had fun =) hhaahah
saturday me and jax had a really werid day haha it was lots of fun and then i got pretty fucking drunk agen. haha =) then went back out with someone and idk i hope things aren't werid now =/ i guess nothing like that could ever happen, oh well im over it.
today woke up and met jax for some food then i went to my cousins confermation at 3 we were in a church mass thingy till about 5 ::death: haha me and jamie were texting each other the whole time "amen" hahah then we all went some resturant and had so much food but it was madd good i loved it.
lets see tomorrow is my first day of finals and i got gym and history. gym were watching super size me and history oh god cant wait haha lol
im working everyday this week, its gunna be freaking crazy lol
monday- 3:45-6:15
tuesday- 5-9
wednesday- 5-9
thursday- 2:45-8:15
friday- 5:45-8:15
saturday- 10:45-8:15
sunday- 11:45- 4:15
monday is graduation and im fucking scared =/
i got a letter back from kean like a week ago and i got in but im not gunna go. im gunna go to middlesex for a year or 2 and then transfer to stockton just like i wanted to from the begining so it wont be too bad.
last weekend in wildwood i got my bellybutton pierced - i almost passed out tho so that was a minus but its all good now.
im madd tired i hardly got sleep this weekend so my bed sounds pretty good now.
xoxox corey =) |
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| 09:03am 18/05/2005 |
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mood:  confused music: fall out boy..grand theft autumn (acoustic)
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random update time?
i freaking hate allergies. they make me so sick. i couldn't even go to school monday and tuesday because of them. please die allergies, die =)
and omg i finally got my prom dress and i'm in love. it's so perfect and what i wanted =)
so i got 2 letter back from kean, and i have an interview on tuesday at 9:30 am =/ i just hope things work out for the best. i kno whatever happenes is because it is suppose to so we'll just have to wait till tuesday and see what happenes.
work is killing me. its taking all my energy. i have no energy at the end of the week. i work at funtime 4-5 days a week and 2 days at moms. so im either working 6 or 7 days a week =/...i need to do something for the summer tho. i gotta quit moms and i'm gunna do it because it just sucks so bad latly and it's not working out like it use to so i gotta do something quick.
tomorrow is gunna suck after school i have detention. yes, again. this is getting a little old. detention is my life, it blows. i had aip one day last week and it sucked so bad. school sucks.
so today i think i heard 21 days of school left? and all i have to say is wow. i can't believe im done with high school. it truly scares the shit out of me. i just never wanna leave high school and i kno all i do is complain about how much i hate school (see above paragraph) but the truth is i love it and i never wanna leave..but there is nothing i can do to help it is there? no not one bit. oh well i guess this means i gotta grow up and get ready for college. i can always try to make the best of it i guess right?
im so confushed in so many things right now that i don't even kno what to start with. i need time to think. i guess? but i kno that probally won't help. =/
this sucks, life sucks. i need sleep. |
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| 12:13pm 30/04/2005 |
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mood: disappointed music: drive me crazy.
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today it would have been 3 years.
and the only reason i still remember
that is bc im an asshole?
yes, yes it is.
and actully after thinking about it you defintly have no idea.
and even if you did you defintly wouldnt care.
so i should just forget i even remembered.
i just still cant figure out why it never worked out..what happened? |
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| 03:25am 11/04/2005 |
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mood: crushed music: britney spears..do somethin
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my "step" aunt died on tuesday. its amazing how the best ones have to die. i just still think its a bad dream or something. blahh. and the saddest part is she was only 40 years old and she was getting marriaded in septemeber. =/
i just hope my grandparents get thru this okay. <3 RIP Robin. you were a really great person ill never forget you <3
moving on to better news..today i am going to monmouth with joan and jilly <3 im excited i love them <3 i love shopping its so great and i can never get sick of it haha.
were doing some werid social group and law game and i have to wear a green ribbon all day =/..im middle class? what ever that means haha.
jessicas birthday is on wednesday. happy freaking birthday jessica i love you <3
im not being lazy anymore i finally sent my SAT scores to stockton and kean.
i just need to apply and write my essay (which im almost done with) and send my transcipts and that shit. i really hope i get into stockton ive wanted to go there for so long. oh well lets just hope for the best =/
i can't believe you havent called. i guess im really just stupid. i even listened to that song. oh well =(
hope everyone has a good week/weekend =) <3 |
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| 08:54am 03/04/2005 |
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mood:  drained music: full house
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random entry.
im beat as fuck =/ my legs hurt so bad and i feel like im gunna fall apart blahh.
worked everyday this week. i had madd hours.
monday- 4:45 - 8:30
tuesday- 5-9
wednesday- 4:45 - 7:15
thursday- 4:45 - 7:15
friday- 5:45 - 8:15
saturday- 11:45 - 8:15
today- 12:45 - 7:15
well i cant complain tho because i need money so bad.
today i had 2 parties and neither one of them tipped me. =( i seriously wanted to like cry. wtf is wrong with some people? tip your fucking party host. you can spend almost 300 dollars on a party for your fucking kid but you cant fucking tip me at least 20 fucking dollars wtf?
bowling last night was great haha i freaking love jilly, paige, joanne and caitlin. TACOS!!! hahah. i love throwing my ball 5 feet in the air and knocking pins over in the next lane hahaha good times <3
i have major senioritis and i never wanna go to school again haha. school is so stupid. the things that go on in my school day are so fucked up haha. i so got detention on friday fo not wearing my id tag. did i go to it? nopee. and im not going to. what kinda shit is that? fucking gayyy.
i NEED the warm weather
where is it? =/ i need to skip school and go to the beach =)
okay well my mom made some chicken for diner and im hungry
good day <3 |
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| 08:20am 21/03/2005 |
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mood:  blah music: 7th heaven
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oh man im gunna cry for real =( i cant see michelle branch. i wanna see her so bad. i never got a chance to get tickets for that one tree hill tour shes in. i wanna cry right now =/
i went shopping today and bought a pair of capris there real hott and that kinda made me feel better but not really =/
i mean i love my car and its so hott but i want a chevy colbot. there fucking beatiful. ahh sex with that car <3 but i highly doubt it bc i just got a new car haha. hey you never kno lol.
if anyone every hears that michelle branch is playing anywhere hit me up i NEED to go. its a emergency.
thank you and good day. |
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| 10:43am 12/03/2005 |
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mood: stressed music: strong medicine
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today was such a bad day =(
i think the list of things that didnt happen today would be shorter.
im so fucking stressed out. i just dont kno what to do anymore.
i dont kno who to turn to either. im so fucked right now. =/
i have so much shit to pay for and im not making enough money. i think thats my biggest problem. and its the thing thats making me the most stressed out. im 18 years old and im paying bills outta my ass like my rents. im so fucked.
and to top it all off today i broke my cell phone. i droped it on the fucking carpet at work. the screen is black and i cant see. i have to go get it fixed and i really hope they dont charge me bc this is the second time im getting it fixed and last time it costed me $60 dollars. i dont have that kind of money.
and tonight after i got outta work i was meeting jilly and all them for caitlins birthday at olive garden and i got there and found out i went to the wrong one. =( im sorry. caitlin i love you and happy birthday <3
i need to get real drunk or something so i can just foget all this.
i have never been this stressed out before.
its actully making me so sick.
im just so tired and i have the worst headache above my eyes. my eyes are like blurry and i just wanna sleep all day tomorrow but i cant bc i have work 11:45 to 6:15 blahh and i dont even get a break i have 3 parites in a row. =/
yeah things could be alot worse but i really just dont think they can right now. its sucks to be me right now. i just need things to get better real quick. i dont kno how much longer i can deal with this shit.
im gunna go to bed.
night. |
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| 04:39pm 09/03/2005 |
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mood:  bored music: full house
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i just watched the real world season final for the second time since last night and i wanna cry agen =[ its seriously so sad.
i love Will tho and he totally just made me laugh.
"MJ kissed me" ::smiles:: hahah lmfao!! i love it. <3 |
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| 10:06am 08/03/2005 |
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mood: blah music: greatest fan of your life.
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i have actully been writting alot latly hmm werid? oh well its random anyway.
yesterday was amazing. the weather was great for the day <3
i cant wait for spring/summer <3
i went shopping yesterday and it was so good haha. i bought a pink tank top for 3 dollars and a skirt with pink flowers for 15 dollars. im freaking great =]
i hope we have a delay opening tomorrow that would be amazing? haha yes.
omg im watching the real world and there all leaving. im so crying my eyes out right now. im such a girl. =[ wow
me and jessica are going to see new found glory on march 22nd ahh im so excited
hmm yeah this entry is real boring and i have nothing else to write about ha
you dont even wanna know how much im missing you right now.
<3 goodnight |
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| 03:55am 04/03/2005 |
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mood:  ditzy music: goo goo dolls..here is gone
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Peeweefr: i was drinking a green tea and she come up to me and was like can i have that please and im like no get your own shes like can i have it and i was like im not dont yet and then she was like u are being insubordinate and i was like ok and then i walked away from her
hahah lmfao!! i love peewee. <3 |
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| 10:00am 26/02/2005 |
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mood: drained music: full house
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hmm random entry?
so yeah today i woke up at 8:00 i love how i can actully sleep a little bit before work and i just cant i wake up so early i dont even kno why? blahh
i worked 11:45-9:15 and let me tell you it was death =/
my first party didnt tip me.
my second party gave me $20.00
my third gave me $8.00? yeah idk?
tho only good thing about working that long was i got a hour break and i got to sit down and talk to my buddy kiera! omg i freaking love that girl. <333
im not even sure on what im doing tonight? i missed everything because i have a prisoner at funtime all freaking day. ahh i cant complain i need the money really bad.
hmm work tomorrow 2:45-5:15 only one party.
well im off to get ready and go out <3 |
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| 10:23am 13/02/2005 |
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mood:  excited music: nothingg
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IM LEGAL TODAY!!
HAHAHAH!!
YAYAYAY!!
<3 |
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| 03:04am 11/02/2005 |
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mood:  energetic music: penny and me
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MY BIRTHDAY IS ON SUNDAY!!
YAYAY!!
<3 |
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| 04:36am 16/01/2005 |
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mood: contemplative music: tv
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hmmm...
last night was great i went bolwing with jilly, paige, catlin, jess, julie, george, joanne, and ariel it was so much fun <3
worked today 8-2:30 blah it was pretty gayy
i actully have a day off school tomorrow but yeah i have to be in work by 8 =( madd gayyy
i came home from work and first 3 minutes me and my dad were already in a big ass fight. i fucking hate him.
im home alone and im enjoying it more then you could imagine.
after work i took a nice long hott shower i needed it.
there is too much shit going on
i just dont know anymore =/
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